hurtful day

-REALIZATIONS
*LYING. Its true that all secrets would prevail in time. No matter how hard you’ll try to keep it; how difficult it would be to lie over a LIE again and again. It will always sum up to the fact that you’ve lied. And even you’re reasonable enough to be understood, you still did lie. No matter how hard you tried to explain things in a more soothing way, it’ll still end up hurting. Hurting, especially those people who mean so much to you.
*PASSION. Men! Planning really results to disappointments. Why didn’t I ever learn??! And of course, you have to deal with that. Or you can just turn back from the very start again, If you choose not to deal. Weighing the options sometimes is not necessarily a good idea. Coz seldom do you follow your will. Oh well! Guess, I just have to turn that whole 360 degrees thing in order to save a friendship and relationship. Damn,,…..:(
*MOVED OUT. Yey! Finally, after thinking of a past affair I just laughed at it now. How stupid I was those freaking days of so called- agony for me. It takes time to think. Took ME a looooootttt of time. And courage to forget. To let go. And stop regretting things. Plus hoping for another hell chance. They say time heals almost everything- well, it’s true! Because this one, time didn’t. I’d say when one chooses to heal, he can. It’s a choice. But of course, I’m missing him. Our crazy, foolish and laugh-bursting moments together. :p
-GOALS
*THINK. THINK. THINK. Weigh every single thing very carefully in terms of the passion thing. I CAN’T have DAMN REGRETS. I can’t afford that.
*PROJECT RESEARCH. Start doing that hell up. Deadline’s almost here.
*focus on what you have now. Disclaim those who no longer are. :)