Today, I’m quite sad coz someone dear to me left me to go somewhere far. Like out of the country and it’ll take some time.. a year or so. Well, I’m also happy for him because for sure it’s a good thing for his being. He’ll probably learn a lot there, the country’s’ culture and mostly knowing more to handle himself. I’m sure when he’ll be back; he’s more matured although he is already now. I’m feeling a little sick knowing he won’t be anymore near me in times that I needed someone to talk to, have fun with, watching movies or simply hanging out in his friends’ place or just somewhere far from those people we hate at a moment. It’s true that we value someone more once they left. But in my own shy way i know i made him feel special. Hehe..so long, so long..
Anyway,,. Another guy struck me this morning and realized that his life is so boring. Because he lives in a life of pretensions. Even the people close to him or trying to be close to him don’t have the opportunity to be coz he’s hell lying all the time. And the worst case here is that those people tend to hope to even see him or to know if that kind person even exists. Everything he says now seems to be ironic. Oh well! I don’t want to bother him at all! As in! But he’s flirting my sister. Oh men! Everything about him seems to be ridiculous now. Like everything’s’ a lie and my sister don’t get it. Even though the signs are so vivid. I just want her to learn. Even if learning will mean hurting her first.
Oh life,,. When love struck everything in the world would seem out of place.
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