Things were easy here.
It's cloudy. Dark a bit. I just love the weather today.
People are quiet here. The streets are quiet too.
Everywhere was like a good place to read a book or paint or draw onto.
I washed the dishes today, and of course I just happened to slipped a bowl out of the counter and bang! it was deserted into pieces. Great!
I even did the cheese stick with a twist - it was stuffed with ham, bell pepper and cheese - that was teased as "pizza stick".
I wanted, actually I needed to be busy. So freaking much.
While I was doing the pizza stick, I was still thinking about someone.
It sucks. It ruins me. It ruins my being.
My phone is still empty, my uncle even went out to buy me a charger.
When in fact, I don't want it on - it will just kill me more.
The urge to stop whatever I was doing just to check if a message was there.
The missing feeling on every single day of messaging each other.
It was enormous.
Nonsustaining me.
Last night went incredible for being a WALL STALKER. It was like please-update-your-wall-so-i-can-see-what-your-unto kind of thing. Damn.. It feels crazy.
Internal
Suffering for
Someone like
U!"
Even liking this status went difficult.
awwwwwwwwwwwww.... leaving was easy, accepting it was the most difficult part.
I happened to pass by a theater house in the plaza,
4 foreign films i know and 2 local films I barely know, and I wonder if I can watch one of the local films titled Romancing in Thin Air with you. But it just seem impossible.
I keep wondering on how you were able to handle things now.
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