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As of the start of this day,
I kept thinking how eager I will be.
I kept asking myself of the possibilities.
How the circumstances may draw.
And why I wanted it so badly.
Love is not an easy answer.
It is not selfish.
It is worth everything in life.
It is ideal.
It is realistic.
It is self-fulfilling.
The days passed shall I say been easy for me.
Simply because I have someone I can lean on anytime.
The reason of being here, is too difficult to outwit.
Yet I didn't get a single slap on my face.
I never thought it would be this easy.
On my first day, I even cursed the world.
I was so numb. And so dumb.
I was so blind.
I was disturbed by my other happiness.
I didn't get to figure out that there was something wrong.
It made me stronger.
I handled it quite easy, remarkably impressive.
And today, no matter how many things were running in my head
I decided to risk.
I know there won't be any difficult moments I can't handle.
There won't be dull moments.
Everything would seem in place.
Everything would be easy.
That's the power I see in it.
Risking would be like suicide.
But if I get to be hurt badly again, I know its captivating.
I know I still win inside, because I follow what I truly wanted.
It will seem that I fail but for me, it is winning.
It will be the sweetest failure for me.
With risking, I get to answer every single question I have.
And no matter what those answers would be, I'll be happy.
Happiness is something I found.
Happiness is always a choice.
I'm choosing not to be certain now, and take the step.
Taking the chance.

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