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Time flies. It flies so high. Like an eagle soaring high in the skies searching for its target, no other species can see it, until it comes near it and the next thing it knew death is coming its way oh so sweet. Time flies higher than any machine-flying vehicle could. But it also flies so fast, leaving the stagnant, worthless and naive. It is so fast that the routines were never felt already. That fast when singing a song could be on short-ways in skipping to get to the next one.

T aking
I mminent
M oments
E xtravagantly

Adore.

Wiseguy just gave me the most beautiful things in the planet. No matter how unworthy, un-trusting, less deserving and ignorant I maybe. He is just so good to me. How can I not be of good credit to him even on simple ways that I can do.? Injustice. A lot of choices, chances. Opportunities strike well, bulls-eyed in my mind, heart but not in my hands. (HAHAHHAHA) Lesson learned :  great things in life are felt not given physically.

Absurd.

Sometimes the most difficult struggle one can ever encounter, is the struggle in conquering yourself.
I have been asking a lot of questions with myself for a few days now, it was as if I just had my adolescence stage. After all these years, how come it's just now, just this week did I happen to feel that I am not doing anything right with my life. Every choice and everything running in my hands were as if ghosts. Things I opt to choose were really insignificant of what I thought few years back reasonable. It is as if I wasn't on my shoes and on my track.

Frailty.

Maybe change do really occur. How come I wasn't able to embrace it whole-heartily? Things were really not just questions, but of course are real substantial force in conquering something different and fragile. It was as if, people think I was on my track back again, but what if, just what if, I really don't belong here. I want to stop wandering and wondering the what ifs, I want to start leaning on my own capabilities without being mindful of being judged. Yet, at the end of the day, it pinches me from within, taking baby steps to the current world and starting a new world would mean a back to zero game. I am just not as strong as an old tree tested by time, I am like some grass withering and grows whenever climate persists.